Hi bloggie, what's up? How's life?
I'm currently doing my new activities as a new student in my college. I feel so blessed was accepted in this college that I've been dreaming of. But I think, what I thought is not what's happening in this reality. Thought it would be an amazing life. Let's see how far I can survive.
I'm still looking around me. A Man. Someone new that really can change me. But still I haven't found it yet. Still have one wish that someday maybe I can be at the place where I can think that I can get everything on there... Yes, NYC.
Life. Can you explain me what is it exactly? Until now, I'm still reading, watching, and understanding what it is. In time, sometimes I feel like I really know it, but sometimes I feel so dumb. Like, I can understand when I got fantastic moment but not when it's bad. Wondering why, why God creates happy and sad together, laugh and cry. Why can't God just give us something that never hurt us. I don't know. It'll always be a mysterious.
There's one thing that I know, God never let us lost. Always there's a way. But... sometimes I can't understand.
We're born with different attitude, ability, emotions, face, gesture. I can understand to those who have a good attitude but not a bad one. Maybe that's the reason why we are so unique. Can you just explain me what's the meaning of life. I bet, you're better than me. There's one thing I can understand is, end is where the beautiful part stops. If it's not then you're still in process.
About new friends in college, I can't give you comments. I'll give it when I know them a lot. I never want to be an underestimate thinker. But I think, they are all better than me. Maybe best.
I successfully stopped drinking coffee. But, the doctor said it's good for my health. What should I do?
I've been a good listener, but now I wanna end that habit. Now, I want to be a teller. Actually, I'm so lazy to tell you something none of your business. Okay, just stop being a teller. I'm not a listener anymore.
Dear God, you know my biggest wish. Make them right and come true, God. Amen.
By the way, I love the new look of this blog of mine. Thanks for the visit. I love you my readers!
