Monday, October 06, 2014

End or Beginning?

As I said on my previous post. I finally give up. Now, I'm thinking of what should I do. Because my biggest dream is gone. I don't know do I still have the chance to go to New York. Because I think the only way to get is get the scholarship. And the big quota of scholarship is in art.
I don't know this is the end or the beginning of new tale start. Because I do believe in happy ending story. As I said before, when it's bad story you're still in process but when it's fantastic you're already get what you need the most.
Well, now I'm thinking of what major should I take for my new one. Still, my biggest dream is be in NY. Live my life in the most popular country in the world for a lifetime. And marry with person who's part of this.
There's something in my vision that I believe someday I'll be like Shane and David. Has a great fans all over the world. But I doubt because I don't own that golden voice. Hahahaha LOL.

Back to topic.
The dance. Dancer. Teacher.
I published the post about it a year ago. But the dream was built seven years ago.
If you have any suggestion of my new major please contact me on my twitter. And you have to tell me about the plus and minus sections. I have to know about that and exactly my future when I successfully get it.
But there's one thing I wanna reach is, how to make this agoraphobia gone. If you have an experience with this one please contact me. I really wanna forget this symptom. It  appears just because this anxiety. If it someday clear, I will be the happiest person in the world so I can get and catch everything that I've been dreaming of.
God, you know what I want but you know what I need. Explain me about all the things I can't understand. Don't make me blind about this.
Maybe this time I'm down the stairs. But someday, I do believe I will be at the top. I do believe in fairy tale and happy ending story.