I'm sorry for not writting to this blog of mine. *skip this*. I've been so busy lately like OMG I think I broke my bone. It's suck a risk to live in the city with extreme traffic. I know that. You have to sacrifice everything to gain something good.
I don't know how long I should wait for it, but with all my heart, I've believed it since the first time I built this dream.
I don't know how long I should wait for it, but with all my heart, I've believed it since the first time I built this dream.
NY, still the reason why I live my life for. I don't know why, and if I could gain so much energy I would take some courses for dancing in another place. And I still like watching theater or some musical dance, it will open your mind wider. I don't know, though the price of the ticket is more expensive rather than watching movie in cinema LOL. But sometimes, if you're lucky, the price of the ticket is zero! Yes I mean free! You just have to open your heart to watch it without any inconvenience feeling, I mean, you do it not because someone ask you to. I don't know what an impact it would be if you watch it, but for me, it's such an inspiration to live my life. You will learn something from the show right after you watch it. To be honest, I only came to the cinema once. And I did because my father asked me to, it happened when I was on six grade. After that, I never go to cinema anymore until now. I really like to watch something like this. I don't know why, but when the lights turned off, and the curtains opened, I saw the stage and it was like “goddamn, that's the place where I am supposed to be” I felt like there's unseen energy filled my whole body and at that time I felt like I'm invincible OMG! When I was on stage, and though the show was over, I played that piano and I felt like “I'm Queen of the World” OMG •forget it•
“Photos by me. Location: Teater Besar, Taman Ismail Marzuki. Show: Penghargaan Kebudayaan 2015, Sept 22nd 2015.”
“Photos by me. Location: Gedung Kesenian Jakarta (Jakarta Art Building) Show: Penetapan Warisan Budaya Tahun 2015, Oct 20th 2015.”
It's close enough when I hear or maybe see “NY” word. I feel like I can do everything that I want to do. Like what Shane Filan said “don't waste your days looking at the clock”. Your life is too precious to be given something unspecial. There are a lot of colors in this world, but it depends on how you do, make and take it. If you're not moving, the scale will be the same as the first time it set up. You may see the world in your hand, but the real world, we're not there yet. Always there's a “rainbow” after “cloudy” and even “rain”. Just believe it. Pray and try!
