Hi, bloggy! What's up? It is already a new year. Well I named it as January because I want to tell you everything that has happened in this month.
Yes, I am finally done with the final exam and….. I got a great score OMG! Actually my previous score is better than the recent semester 😆 You know the feeling when you got something beyond your expectation, right? Hehehe. Not to show off, but just want to tell you that the recent semester was so insane. The struggle was so real. There was one subject that I really had a doubt at when I input it to the form. I had known it that the subject would have been the hardest one ever and I was right. The class schedules were also the reason why the semester was a challenge, because it broke my sleeping time. Oh yes, there was a class on Saturday. Yes that means I only had a day to take a rest. But the fact that I finally can finish and pass that so-boring and exhausting subject. By the way, I feel honored because one of my lecturer trusted me and two of my friends to help her finishing her work, and… I got paid hehehe. This was the first time I helped my own lecturer and got paid. Okay let us move to another topic.
I want to tell you that I found a song, not found it actually. The real story was when I was listening to a song on Spotify, suddenly the suggested song played, it is called 'Echo' by Jason Walker. I usually skip the suggested song, but I listened to it until the end of the song because of the catchy melodies and of course the chord progression. If you know that, I really love a song that contains Csus2-G-Em-Dsus4 chord progression, so when the first time the song was playing I knew that I would not skip it. The song itself told about a person who is wondering why and where everybody is, in another word it is kind of desperate song. Yes it is. I think this is the most desperate song ever. Actually this song is not a song that can express myself, because I hate being so melancholic though I can feel the emotions in this song. But I think it is good enough to be your lullaby :) You can click the photo below to listen on YouTube.
Anyway, about the song that I mentioned on my previous post, a song which reminds me about him or I usually call it as a soundtrack of my romance hehehe 😁 it is called 'I Won't Give Up' by Jason Mraz. I think you guys know it because it is a famous song. I often found that this song is played on some local radio stations, thus makes me smile like I am the happiest person in the world. Click the photo to listen the song on YouTube. Anyway, I like the cover of this song that is done by Christina Grimmie, click here to listen and watch the video.
Wait, I almost forget. At the first week of this month, I watched a drama performance. The drama was called 'Death of a Salesman', it was adopted from Arthur Miller's work with the same title. It was a bit different than any dramas that I have watched before. I usually watch a drama that using our/my native language, but in this drama they were using English, so I had to pay more attention to hear what they were saying so I could understand the plot because I am not good enough at listening to English conversation.
Finally, the next topic is… him. Sorry. But I have to put him in this post. Why? Because this is my blog. Okay forget it. Nothing changes. Because I am afraid to go further. Rejection is still the reason why I am still standing here. But I am happy with the situation I am getting in. I mean, just seeing him in a distance, bumping to one another in the most-famous intersection in campus without saying anything, getting caught when I look at him, being trapped inside the same traffic light, these are like a remedy even though when these things happened I felt like I was a t-rex having a stroke, I mean it was scared me to death omg but I loved it hehehe 😅 but still my biggest will is talk to him.
Okay I think that is enough for this post. It seems like it is a long post. Maybe it is kind of a revenge because I could not post anything in the last two months that is caused by the tight schedules. Do not ever get bored to visit this blog of mine. Have a fabulous day, everyone! ☺