untold

this untold feeling, is the unspoken story.

it's a mystery to them. *maybe
and it's a hope to me, and he's my last hope.
It's like I was screaming in the crowd and no one can hear.
I know I did this because I don't want to get a "bad" ending just like the one before. And exactly that was a traumatic experience.

I'm still on my way. But, Is it will be a suffering? Waiting for him to know what I feel inside and wishing that he will love me like the way I do... *sigh
I have no wishing to become someone hated. I know that someday I'll be loved by someone.
Yeah, I'm very ambitious. . . and little bit stubborn.

I've had a hard struggle against a "holy" love. But, in the end I gave up without a struggle.

Now, everything's changed.
Wondering if I could tell him that I really love him, will I get a happy ending? ohyeah, it doesn't influence!


keep fight for your own love, the love awaits you!