This Is not Goodbye.

Hey, what's up bloggie? Today is the last day in 2015. We got a dozen of joys and sorrows definitely. I mean, there always will be bad moments combined with the good ones. How far have you walked so far? I'm still on the process in order to be a successful woman, and I believe you are. Doing very hectic activities in this capital city is such a challenge! But I believe someday I'll get that pay. I have to sacrifice everything. Learn to know what the life is. I miss my great family that I used to play with, but I know they're always with me because I'm always home. I mean, I believe even when I don't have a time to see them personally, they always send me a prayer in every their pray.

And how's your romance?

I don't know I'm already move on or not, but I feel like I can throw away what's inside my head that bothers me a lot. I know I have to go forth and leave what's useless. Spending so much time with the wrong guy is not a bad choice if it's not bad for you, but I feel like I found something that asks me to leave and let it go. I have to... ... ... Move on. Yes, move on. You know that I'm now currently living my brand new life, meeting new people, making new friends. Do you think I don't want to find another love? Oh yes I want. I don't want to be starving. I have to go out from this bad zone. 

2015 was a great year for me. A lot of great big things happened in this year. And I do believe that everything happens for a reason. I may lose something good, but I will gain something better.

I can't wait to open a brand new book titled “2016”. The genre of this book is mystery. It's a non-fiction book. And the author of this book is Almighty. I wish this book have a happy ending story.

This isn't goodbye. We could say goodbye to yesterday, but no matter how hard we try, we can't erase our past. Let the past to be come our teacher. Wish our brand new year will be better than this one :). Keep funky and be yourself to catch all of your dreams :) Cheers!!!

“We may lose something good, but we will gain something better” —Unknown.

What's on Mind.

I'm sorry for not writting to this blog of mine. *skip this*. I've been so busy lately like OMG I think I broke my bone. It's suck a risk to live in the city with extreme traffic. I know that. You have to sacrifice everything to gain something good.

I don't know how long I should wait for it, but with all my heart, I've believed it since the first time I built this dream.

NY, still the reason why I live my life for. I don't know why, and if I could gain so much energy I would take some courses for dancing in another place. And I still like watching theater or some musical dance, it will open your mind wider. I don't know, though the price of the ticket is more expensive rather than watching movie in cinema LOL. But sometimes, if you're lucky, the price of the ticket is zero! Yes I mean free! You just have to open your heart to watch it without any inconvenience feeling, I mean, you do it not because someone ask you to. I don't know what an impact it would be if you watch it, but for me, it's such an inspiration to live my life. You will learn something from the show right after you watch it. To be honest, I only came to the cinema once. And I did because my father asked me to, it happened when I was on six grade. After that, I never go to cinema anymore until now. I really like to watch something like this. I don't know why, but when the lights turned off, and the curtains opened, I saw the stage and it was like “goddamn, that's the place where I am supposed to be” I felt like there's unseen energy filled my whole body and at that time I felt like I'm invincible OMG! When I was on stage, and though the show was over, I played that piano and I felt like “I'm Queen of the World” OMG •forget it•

          

          

          

                   

“Photos by me. Location: Teater Besar, Taman Ismail Marzuki. Show: Penghargaan Kebudayaan 2015, Sept 22nd 2015.”

          

          

          

          

This is the rarest thing I've ever done. I bravely asked to take a selfie with Minister of Education and Culture :D

“Photos by me. Location: Gedung Kesenian Jakarta (Jakarta Art Building) Show: Penetapan Warisan Budaya Tahun 2015, Oct 20th 2015.”

If you don't know her (picture number 3, 4, 6, and 7) go find out, she may bring you some inspirations. Trust me.

It's close enough when I hear or maybe see “NY” word. I feel like I can do everything that I want to do. Like what Shane Filan said “don't waste your days looking at the clock”. Your life is too precious to be given something unspecial. There are a lot of colors in this world, but it depends on how you do, make and take it. If you're not moving, the scale will be the same as the first time it set up. You may see the world in your hand, but the real world, we're not there yet. Always there's a “rainbow” after “cloudy” and even “rain”. Just believe it. Pray and try!

Cara mengirim/menggunakan iMessage.

Mungkin bukan saya seorang saja. Banyak saya searching di google orang mencari cari cara mengatur/ menggunakan iMessage, dan kebanyakan didn't work out karena yang dijelaskan pasti anda harus menunggu aktivasi akun iMessage anda tapi tetap saja anda tidak bisa mengirim pesan ke teman anda melalui nomer telepon terdaftar anda. Karena saya termasuk Apple user pemula, saya mencari-cari cara di google hampir empat bulan terakhir hanya untuk bisa mengirim iMessage ke teman saya yang jauh di negeri seberang Philippines (maybe not that far hahaha) biar dia engga kena international charge walaupun cuma nerima sms dari saya.

Akhirnya cara ini saya temukan sendiri setelah saya coba iseng-iseng ngutak-ngatik di kolom “to:”

Terlihat di gambar bubble semula terlihat hijau, yang berarti pesan saya terkirim sebagai pesan teks biasa. Disitu pulsa saya kesita Rp.800 perak hahahaha. Sampai akhirnya saya nemuin caranya:

Coba ganti isi receiver dengan alamat email teman anda yang tentunya juga Apple user. Alamat disini maksudnya Apple ID teman anda.

Disini, saya yang mencoba dia yg menghubungi saya, saya memberi dia Apple ID saya, dan benar jadinya bubble berubah menjadi biru.

Memang pada menu setting>Messages>You can be reached by iMessage at: • +xxx

                            • xxx@xxx.com

Tertulis nomor anda terdaftar, tidak menjamin semua orang bisa mengirim iMessage kepada anda hanya melalui nomer handphone anda.

Semoga buat para newbie bisa terbantu dengan postingan saya kali ini. Yang punya tips lain bisa leave comment dibawah sini, semoga bisa bermanfaat juga buat saya yang juga masih pemula hahaha <3 📲

Lifelines.

Look forward means you have to forget your past.

But it doesn't mean you have to throw it off.

You just have to close your book, and keep it out of reach.

If you want to learn something from your past, just open it as you desire.

Leave it behind and step on another way.

Bring those useful and just put into your pocket.

Life begins when you start dreaming.

Dream of the dream you wanna be, dream of the dream that you know.

Don't be afraid of the dream that you think is impossible.

Hear that judge, let them say it, let it be your way, let it be this way.

If you're falling from your dream, don't be afraid, because you will fall among the stars.

It's easy to say and it's harder than its reality. I know that.

Just imagine,

You want to move to your brand new house, but to move it means you have to leave your old house while in that house there's so many memories that built in so many years. Is it hard for you? Not just you, me too and I guess everyone is.

Just like this dreams,

You failed at your old ones. And to build another dream you have to forget your old one. But behind your old one, there's so many things that hard to forget.

I know it's hard, when you decided to leave what you want and what you love the most, it's like you just let your pet drowning in the sea without any effort to help them.

Let it be this way,

Maybe another story will begin and maybe it will be more than you expect.

The most important thing is, only dream.

Everything starts from dream.

Dream, the only thing that make you have a goal.

Without dream, you will lose your direction. Don't know what to do, and don't know the reason for what you do and why you do.

So, is it wrong if you have a dream?

No! Not at all!

Keep funky and continuing your dream!

Everything's gonna get better at the end!

There's one thing that we have to know, between give up and fate is close enough.

Stuck?

Am I wrong if I can't throw my memories away? I mean, stuck in it for almost five years. You can't forget every little things that you've been through. I did this because it makes me feel better rather than I remember that high school moment in head, my junior high school moments are better than the latest ones. Why? When you took a fun together with your friends, I almost did it everyday, spent my times doing dvd marathon with my friends, laughing, screaming and singing along loudly in the house, playing crazy things around the complex and then suddenly met my ‘weird’ teacher. When there's extreme traffic when you went  home, there's an empty way on the other side, I just laid down on that way with my friends and make crazy poses while all the drivers stared at us with “are you crazy” face. And while we're waiting for bus on bus shelter, we started to screaming whenever cars, motorcycle or whoever crossed the freeway. Stayed up late until 3am just wanted to watch my tv series: Prison Break. Oh God, I never get that on my senior high school moments. I mean, I never got positve energy whenever I remember that high school moments than the junior ones.

Playing ‘Owl City’ song in the morning after you went from the market. Opening this blog, writting unimportant things to this blog of mine, opening facebook, twitter, and everything related to media social.

Writting a letter to my crush, and almost doing it whenever I found new ones. But at the end no one I wanna be with, I mean “hey, I like you, but I don't wanna have a relationship with you” because I thought, I was under 18. Does it make sense? I think yes.

Still Westlife song is the biggest thing that filled my jhs moments, and also Camp Rock/ disney song. But the only thing that reminds me with that is “Something Right” by Westlife. I played it when I was in 8th grade. The first time I was being obsessed with NY. And that song really makes me like I have an alarm. When you feel down or lazy to do something and I play this song it's like “Hey, NY is one step ahead!” You never know how much I wanna be there, the city that never sleep, city light, everybody seems so famous. 

I don't know how long I should wait for it, but I believe in myself that someday I can make it true. When my aunty told me how wonderful it was to be there, OMG I felt like she tried to make me envy hahahaha. She said that was amazing to be there, living your life in a small flat, and when you look at your down, you see that Central Park bridge, Yellow cab. How it felt when you for the first time stepped on the JFK airport, you'd feel like you're a superstar, looking at your around, they were all strangers!!! Oh God, I think she didn't realize when she was telling me about that my heart was beating, and playing my imagination with that. 'Cause I wrote some imagination story how it will be to be there and that's definitely close enough to her story, though I wrote that post almost four years ago, and she just told me maybe three months ago. Oh God, is it a sign? Hahaha. And she gave me some tips if someday you have a plan to live your life there. Yeah, you never know how much I'm so obsessed with this city. If you may ask me “what are you gonna do if you're there?” Just a simple answer “I want to take an experience in that city, maybe find a work or find a schoolarship to study at the one of the famous school around there. Like, Martha Graham DC or Juilliard School.

Okay, I think that's enough for me telling you about, again NY. The shockest thing ever is my cousin is in there right now! And I can't deny how much I hate that. Because if she can do it why I can't?

Let's make it real. There's a will, there's a way. See you soon on my next post. Thank you for reading or just visiting to this blog of mine. May the luck be ever in you! And me too! Amen. 💙🗽💙🗽💙🗽💙🗽

There's a different between you stuck in the moment and when you look at your past to make a better you today.

Before You Exit - Soldier Chords

Hi bloggie, what's up? I wish you all in good mood.

I've found a boyband actually band of brother. No, it's not Westlife anymore. They called "Before You Exit" and I just loved their song since I knew them and when I'm finshed watching its movie clip. Here it is.

I found it by myself helped by the keyboard and guitar. Sorry if it sounds weird. The reason why I did it in C, because of my knowledge of chords just a little. Hahaha. Originally plays in D flat. But the video version plays in C flat. So you can put your capo on 3rd or 1st fret.

Intro: C F/Csus4 Am/C G

               C                  F
You got holes in your jeans
           Am              G
And a few in your heart
        C                             F
You don't know what it means to me
      Am                   G
To watch you fall apart
                    C                F
'Cause you broken and bruised
                  Am         G
But I can hold you through
       C                      F
I'll take you in my arms tonight
        Am          G
Just me and you

[Chorus]
                  C                     F
Baby in a heartbeat I'll take you with me
Am                            G
I just wanna get to know you
                                 C              F
You're throwing me off beat, so I can't breath
Am                            G
I just wanna get to show you
                C         F
If we're falling apart
          Am                   G
I will fight for your heart
               C                 F
I can be your shield, I'll fight on the field
Am                                  G
Baby, when life gets colder
                  C      F
I'll be your soldier
Am               G
Na na na na na

         C                  G
Just put up your arms
Am           G
You'll be alright
                    C                    F
'Cause the world is like a battlefield
        Am                   G
But I'll be here to fight
                 C                      F
I see a scar and your wounds
                  Am           G
I'll trying heal them too
      C                                F
I'll take you in my arms tonight
         Am       G
Just me and you

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
                      Am       G
When you're feeling low
          C             F
I can take you higher
                 Am        G
When the world is cold
          C           F
I can be your fire
Am      G
I'll be there
                 C          F
When you need a shoulder
             Am        G
We can win this war
         F
I will be your soldier

                             D                     G
'Cause Baby in a heartbeat I'll take you with me
Bm                            A
I just wanna get to know you
                                 D              G
You're throwing me off beat, so I can't breath
Bm                            A
I just wanna get to show you
                D         G
If we're falling apart
          Bm                   A
I will fight for your heart
               D                 G
I can be your shield, I'll fight on the field
Bm                                  A
Baby, when life gets colder
                  D      G
I'll be your soldier
Bm               A
Na na na na na

Thank you for visiting this blog. Nice to hear your opinion. I love you my readers!!!

Regards,
Riley's :)

Trees.

Terdiam.
Diantara hiruk pikuknya kota.
Berpikir. Sangat keras. Ekstra keras.
Terkadang mereka salah terkadang pula mereka benar.
Terbelenggu diantara dilema. Dilema yang tak pernah berhenti.
Berpikir. Sangat keras. Ekstra keras.

Saya telah melihat pohon itu sejak kecil.
Berjanji untuk menggapainya ketika tumbuh besar nanti.
Semakin besar, mungkin sudah waktunya.
Mengukur kemampuan untuk melewati setiap rantingnya.
Saya tahu, itu mustahil.
Tapi saya tetap mencobanya.

Bertanya.
Sudah sejauh apa saya melangkah.
Saya hampir menggapainya dan saya yang telah mematahkannya.
Buah di atas sana, sangat indah dipandang.
Menggapainya pun susah, untuk mencapai tengahnya saja banyak ranting dan duri.
Terkadang menusuk sangat tajam hingga tak terbendung sakitnya.

Jatuh.
Ya, saya jatuh.
Tidak. Bukan karena terpeleset.
Ya, karena saya menyerah.
Memutuskan untuk tidak menggapai buah yang indah itu.

Tapi.
Ada pohon yang lebih indah di seberang sana.
Saya akan menggapainya kembali.
Saya tahu, pohon itu terlihat lebih susah ditambah dengan licin pada setiap pijakkannya.
Tapi ada buah yang jauh lebih indah di atas sana. Dan saya yakin buah itu berbuah manis.

Seseorang berkata "anda tak akan mudah mendapatkannya, yang mudah saja kau telah gagal".
Ya, saya memang gagal. Tapi saya banyak belajar.
Semakin tinggi saya menaiki pohon itu, semakin kecil pohon itu bisa menopang berat badan saya.

Tenang.
Mungkin buah di pohon sana bukan jatah saya.
Tapi saya akan menunggu agar pohon itu berbuah kembali.
Sembari menunggu, biarkanlah saya menyelesaikan pohon yang akan saya pijak ini.

“Kenapa anda ingin sekali mendapatkan buah yang sangat jauh dan tinggi sekali di atas sana?" Bertanya seorang pengembara. “Banyak pohon yang tak terlalu tinggi disekitar sini"

Saya hanya ingin membagikan hasil yang ada di dalam manisnya buah itu kepada orang-orang nanti agar mereka merasakannya juga.
Karena di dalam sana terdapat benih untuk bisa ditanam kembali sebagai bakal buah manis tersebut.

Ya, biarkan. Jika memang buah dari pohon itu adalah milik saya. Suatu saat pasti saya akan mendapatkannya.

Semoga saja.